There comes a point in all our lives that we contemplate the things that we do and the people we associate ourselves with (this usually happens when you hit a rough patch), but we only leave this at the contemplation and tell ourself to "get over it" and "move on"...because who wants to go through the trouble of making such drastic changes ?? But after a point when you clearly cannot let it go and you cannot just move on ...you have to put an end to things ...
Nothing in our lives is tailor-made; agreed ...but we all learn to adjust to the surroundings and learn to make the most of a bad situation ..unfortunately ...sometimes it seems as if there is more bad than there is good (happens when the frame of mind is PISSED OFF)...and strangely everything becomes crystal clear. The step you should have taken a loooooong time back, you regret not taking it (for fear that may-haps it is not exactly the right thing to do ..) But now that the damage has been done and everything IS beyond repair...
I sit and question myself as to "what the hell was I afraid of ?" The answer makes u feel scared when it comes up (because it is indeed the truth ..) but what is more incredible now that you know it will happen ...you are no longer scared ...you're actually ready to face it head-on and are filled with this sense of confidence that you will brave it and who knows ..maybe even emerge the victor !!
So i close that chapter and begin a brand new one on a fresh page ...!!
Thursday 31 May 2007
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